Hi friends, After a long
time, I bring a new love story in front of you. This is story of Kishan and
Siya and how they meet after 25 years of gap.
It’s bitter truth that marriages already decided in heaven ,
that is the reason my blog name is Made in Heaven
They were in school and going to college with strong friendship.
They knew each other well and understand But there is caste difference. Kishan
belongs to lower caste and Siya belongs to upper cast. After graduation Kishan
was looking for job and want to marry Siya but destiny had some other plan for
them. Siya’s family was never understand the relationship and they want Siya should
marry some one their status and class and they did it.
(As a
kishan) She was love of my life. After some time, she was married to some other
guy . I lost contact with her. I lost me. I have joined a government job by
then but could not continue due to loneliness and resigned within a year .
Spent all my money for 3 years. I was smoking like hell. I was taking alcohol.
I lost my control on me. I was sleeping in trains. I went to Varanasi. I stayed
with my college friend in Mumbai for few months. My father gave a missing
complaint about me because he came to place where I stayed and found that I
resigned my job. I missed her every second of my life. We promised each other
we will be together forever but she could not stay with me. I lost everything
in my life. I want to gave up but suicide just not happened. She asked me one
thing, just one thing never die I am
still with you. I am still in your heart forever.
After spending all my money I went to meet my mother. I told her
everything and she stood by me. After seeing her I couldn't control. I cried
for hours. She was scared as hell. She could not talk to me because of my
condition. I didn't had bath for a month . Didn't shaved nor had a haircut for
a year and half. As she was educated, she gave my Time to open up. My mother
told me Be positive and stay strong, she said remember the moment you spend
with her and you have to fulfill her wishes . She wants to see me successful
person and I am was in shit. I told her all the thing happened to me. She
understood. May be she pretended because
she doesn't want to leave me alone again. She supported me. Took me on trips.
All she wanted was her child back and I was back. It took me around 1 year to
stop smoking, stop vodka, to get back to my senses. I wanted to study . I
joined M.tech followed by an MBA. Then I joined PhD in USA. My mother passed
away when I was in USA. A month later my
father expired. I didn't want to leave the home where my parents stayed. I
haven't gone to USA afterwards. I started teaching at a local college as I
didn't have any money.
After few months I started to feel lonely again. The same loneliness
which had hit me very hard in past. I didn't want to go there. I started doing
my PhD again ( part time) from a local state University. I completed my PhD
with in 3.5 years as I have already had experience of that. My guide knew
everything about me. He wanted me to work as a adhoc at the University. I have
started teaching in college and working in NGO as well. Still I am not settled
but ready to help everyone.
I have seen so much respect in eyes of my student. We all are
working and studying together and they all are like a family to me. Later on
during regular faculty recruitment I got selected as a senior lecture at the
Same college.It was exactly 15 years of her marriage. I decided that I will not
marry as I was still into her. I was living normal life. Life was going good
but It was during admissions I saw her once again. I was one of the member of
admissions directors. I was given duty of talking to parents and students . (
Like counselling and all) Then I saw her coming . The girl who left me 20 years
ago. The girl who became a bit old. She came holding some application form and
some challan along with her daughter who resembles my girl. I was shocked. I
didn't know how to respond. I just tried to behave normal. She recognized me. we
had some casual talk. Formalities done and they left.
I usually teach second year until then the girl used to wish me
in corridors. I didn't have her special importance because I didn't want her to
get close to me but now I have started teaching from First semester to all. After
sometime she used to come to my cabin and ask some doubts and eventually she
became close to me. I felt emotionally attached to her. May be because I was
emotional or may be because I am all lonely. I taught her 2 more subjects in
following semesters. I don't remember talking to her about her mother. We were
now like friends. I gave her birthday parties. I used to take her out. She
started to date someone. I also met him few times. It was all like a family.
And On the farewell day of this girls batch we were talking and we started
talking about her mother.
She said to me Mom got divorced when I was 5. From then she is
the one who brought me up all alone. I know she is all alone. I also know how
you know Mom. I also know that you still didn't forget her . So, why don't you
marry her? I was in shock but I knew she was talking sense.
Next day I talked to her on phone. It was around 25 years later I
talked her. I realized that I should marry her.
I proposed her. She rejected. She told me everything how her
family forcefully married to someone else but she was ready to give chance to
her marriage but then her husband left. She want to meet me but could not
connect and don’t want to marry again for anyone.
I used to go to her home. Used to talk to her. We cried together
about ourselves.
We got married. For the first time after 25 years I am having a
family. It is an fantastic feeling. I am very happy. I am finally living . All
this is because of my mothers blessings.
So this is my story and its true that it already decided in Heaven.
Made in Heaven.